Fantasy

Hold me, take me in your arms It's so dark outside again The sun's shining And as I've said before I feel nothing I feel nothing at all I haven't cried in years And it's all still there Tugging at my heartstrings As I move on with my life They killed me in that school And made me believe that I was a fool Tortured every last dream of mine Until they gave up and let themselves die Why did I even try I admired them And I let them win for a time But only now I see how wrong I was What a cruel twist of fate I'm not the one to blame All the pain I let stay inside and rot Like wine fermenting inside of me I'm going to find him They treated it all as if it was real Convincingly As I move on with my life Life Give me your life Free me from my castle Remember me I see your eyes Watching me through the blinds