Ecstasy

And I cannot see clearly I'm too weak can you guide me I'm feeling stupid crazy and dizzy Cause I'm faded off that ecstasy I take to deprive the pain from me I hope I dont go mentally insane I can't quit cause it's too late I can't speak cause I'm floating away I go sound asleep And I dream that your next to me I hope that I can, see you again I can't wait until I can love you again Oh baby you're a ten outta ten Brown hair, pretty face, look at the way you bend And oh, you're my shining star, you're pure in my eyes You're the best by far, yeah And I'm way too high I can't remember who I am, but I can remember that face I can remember that smile, I think I'm losing it my life is so fake The world is spinning around, I've come the conclusion that I'm never coming down, I can't even find myself How the f*ck can I help it When heaven suddenly turns to hell Yeah, yeah, yeah, But I'm faded off that ecstasy I think I'm losing my sanity I can't recall my memories I feel death creeping up on me I think I might've overdosed It's okay cause I've lost all hope In myself and everyone I know Except you Yeah I'm faded off that ecstasy And this might be the end of me But I just want you to know I think of you everytime my eyes close I dream of a sweet paradise With us living our best lives And if I die tonight At least I'll be alright I think I'll be alright In the afterlife In the afterlife