Retrograde

Feelin' like I'm lost in time I don't know why I try Yeah, I'm by myself tonight And with no friends inside Yeah, I step into the light And I shine, shine so bright Thought you took me by surprise Yeah, I saw your eyes in the night I need you right here with me Even if it results in misery Feelin' like I'm not complete Feelin' like I lost a part of me And even if it results in destruction You're my one and only function Yeah, I know I'll go back And I won't be the same Lost in this time, lost in this space subliminal messages all in my face I have no trace of who you were I have no faith and that's for sure I look up to God with these answers I propose all my words like a freelancer I know that you're fake, I know that you lie But I was attached, I give my life Finally free, maybe you'll see That you still haunt me in my dreams Neglected, hated all of my life You had it easy, tell me the lies Tell me about your new fucking guy I was the perfect one for you But you left me helpless for my mind To ultimately consume Going back, back in time I might just Retrograde tonight And find my sense of life And find my sense of pride And stop asking why I need to be like them And be my own person And start a new beginning And start a new beginning