My Perspective

I feel like I'm not there I feel like life's not fair A ghost in my own home Or can't you see that I'm alone What about us they say What about love they say What about the friends you've made Do I have what it takes To hide the pain in my face It's cuz I miss the days When we were numb Didn't care for much But we had a lot of fun Didn't know who we were Didn't know what we could’ve done And what's a couple dollar from our funds When you're young So we spend it on blunts We are the passionate ones Chilling with niggas Slipping and falling Dipping and driving from guns A catalyst from Abandonment issues Crying cuz I miss you Scars surroundin my eyes I really wish you The best of the worst Situations If my sighing alerts Those that I've hurt Sorry just deliberation Stats ask which one of us is dying first And I'm eyeing the dirt Bury me away from this curse I’m writing a verse So you know how I lived my life on this earth And if I die before I make it Tell em all what you heard I won't perish I cherish my life I ain't finished I'm proactive I don't blemish I got my act together My previous rolls were careless What do y'all cherish What is y'all image I got to ask Is Y'all vintage Get my mind printed And cloned So if I'm admitted I can hide it like Reagan and Clinton Life done lost interest So I live it by the minute My lines are so timid I forgot they existed I might quit it But if I do that's when I'm finished So don't tell me how my stories ended Hero’s Villains It’s all perspective Just cling to life And dodge any resentment Mistakes are what makes us But we get so comfortable We let em break us Struggle is a part of it Just have some patience