Poser

Ive been walking down these streets since I was young Never growing up, forever living though a sad song Im surprised it even took this long for you to realize that I am wrong Friends and family fade away, somehow no-one ever wants to stay I wonder, will anyone ever get real Tell me why it never feels like I'm at the wheel Rell me why I'll never find my ideals, or any fucking reason or personal appeal How come Im always alone, forever chasing after someone that Ive never known We are only the devils of our own, to scared to let someone else take over the throne And I get no sleep without pills, can't ever find someone that gives me the chills Or any love without intoxication, there is no way out of this situation And there aint no fucking liberation I'm living a nightmare of my own creation So pull me up, tear me down, leave me without a backup I'm a goddamn mess, fighting my demons for the sake of progress I feel so down tonight, I might just drown tonight When am I gonna a find a fucking way To stop messing shit up and make these thoughts go away I feel like a poser, come on pull me closer I know I aint the one but I'm still the guy who knows her, but I'm not here to stay I can't go home cuz I've got none, except for when I close my eyes just to feel numb Offer me a drink and I'll take some, forget my pain and wait for my time to come Stop me from doing this dumb shit, tell me to start pursuing my dreams and start undoing My mistake, its all my mistake, blame it on me cuz its my mistake Crying on the floor cuz its my mistake and dying even more cuz its my mistake Hold up, wait a minute, hold my hand and I might forget it Pull my hair and I will accept it, and If we're lucky I might regret it So f*ck me up, drop me dead and break me of Fill the gaps with sex, I've got my demons to encourage the process I feel so down tonight, I might just drown tonight When am I gonna a find a fucking way To stop messing shit up and make these thoughts go away I feel like a poser, come on pull me closer I know I aint the one but I'm still the guy who knows her, but I'm not here to stay