wishing well (beggars illusion)

Staring at the bottom of this well I sit and I dwell I'm down to my last penny Dash it in f*ck it might aswell Do wishes come true I guess time will tell I guess time will tell You see I'm spilling my blues Hoping that I prevail Cus I'm not ready to lose It's not an option to fail My eyes are turning green From jealousy of other rappers Cus I wanna be sipping Hennessy And making bangers I want yellow on my teeth And yellow on my plaques Off-Whites on my feet And a Tesla all black I want music so hard It blows doors off their hinges I don't wanna be compared Like apples and oranges I wanna be the illest No need for syringes No shots I'm from London Pierce your skin with four inches So if you don't keep the silence Then i'll resort to violence Cus I don't bleed red bitch I'm alien I bleed violet But for now I gotta keep an eye on the timing Cus all of that won't just happen today no And it's ironic how I only wear black and white Cus all of my dreams are filled with colour like a rainbow Staring at the bottom of this well I sit and I dwell Waiting for my penny to splash Maybe that penny gives me the chance that I need Maybe that penny gives me a boost to my feet Cus right now it seems every things out of my reach I got a zoot in my hand But it ain't doing no help I get higher and higher But I'm still stuck by myself I get higher and higher But like the bad kid my mind is grounded I'm at the bottom the rock bottom Yeah problems I got dozens My hate blossoms Into a wilted rose But buttons I got em And lifes pushing them loads Feeling like I'm going down a slippery slope Got me gripping the rope Don't know where I'm gonna go Maybe t.i.m.e. will show Really feeling like I'm bout to lose it I'm a slave to the system So I gotta keep it moving And so I tighten my cuffs Put my headphones on And just vibe to the music Phase One