Most Nights

Most nights I'm wide awake Wide awake Looking up at the sky Thinking 'bout my home town Thinking 'bout who am I And Most nights I'm just getting by To stay alive If I'm lucky I'll sleep Wishing that I had never left Or fighting for peace These California summers They don't feel like they're much warmer But they're perfect for a loner Kinda like me And most nights that's me Most nights I never dream No I never dream And that's fine with me Cause usually you're in them And eventually you kill me And most nights I try to sing Yeah I try to sing 'Bout watching you leave Wishing I had said more Wishing that you could've seen That these California summers They don't feel like they're much warmer But they're perfect for a loner Kinda like me And most nights that's me