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I'm paranoid I'm so fucking paranoid I'm paranoid you fucking leave me I'm paranoid you talking shit I'm paranoid I'm so fucking paranoid I'm falling into voids Try to heal but nothing could have me avoid Self loathing through this fear I'm coasting good Prepared in every way you never would I'm ready to burn it all if I could Would rather see you burn with my rage than to have me look Whats a different face when I've been laced with poison Tawdry choices Virulent emotions and voices in heavy doses Overwhelmed and hopeless couldn't get to coppin Innocent with motives How to get through this with no belief that my vessel would survive Too fucking paranoid imagination stop past thirty five Every fucking thing is after me Death or guilt or blasphemy or this corrupt culture faulting me For my unapologetic truth Palestine the proof Somethings fucking wrong don't tell me I'm acting paranoid I'm actually fucking paranoid (HAHAHAHAHA) You ain't gotta be that dramatic about it hoe You ain't gotta be that dramatic about it hoe You ain't gotta be that dramatic about it hoe You ain't gotta be that dramatic about it hoe Love it or hate it, grown a bit too calm Dearly the fear in me just a false of alarm The cocky turn confident moving disarmed Serve no boundary never mean any harm The world is amiss cause change for a cause No good ever done applauding bad odds So what I don't make it past thirty five War crimes poor children never passed five Fear on my messages, get repetitive Steered insensitive, grown sensitive Live on adrenaline, past all that negative Loved ones my evidence, they better than I'm better then Shelter food put emphasis all this blessedness Spread a word they memorize uh, new genesis Erase fear with sedulous find peace in the prejudice What's turmoil? If you haven't entered exodus Frightening do the right thing why choke They stepping on shoestring grips on your hope We lie to ourselves with delusion we cope We cushion illusions and eliminate growth World full of biters fangs and the claws Deceived by a system devoid of all laws Anguish pity language big damage Elevate through it all finding your own Frightening do the right thing why choke They stepping on shoestring grips on your hope We lie to ourselves with delusion we cope (Lie, lie, lie) We cushion illusions and eliminate growth (Lie, lie, lie) World full of biters fangs and the claws Deceived by a system devoid of all laws Anguish pity language big damage Elevate through it all finding your own Frightening do the right thing why choke They stepping on shoestring grips on your hope We lie to ourselves with delusion we cope (Lie, lie, lie) We cushion illusions and eliminate growth (Lie, lie, lie) World full of biters fangs and the claws Deceived by a system devoid of all laws Anguish pity language big damage Elevate through it all finding your own If someone asked me why I think we as human beings are brought up to really only care for our own families friends and loved ones You know like, why do most people follow this tribal mindset of looking after your own and not giving much attention and care To people you don't really associate with I think the reason is that this love attention and care we that we have is a limited resource like anything else And with any limited resource you can't just be handing it out to everyone you know You use that wisely to people who you know are worth it