Harder to Love

Harder to love Am I just harder to love Harder to love Am I just harder to love Harder to love Am I just harder to love Harder to love Am I just harder to love Growing up I thinks a funny thing The things we want and think we'll have are sometimes hard to swing As we get older we forget about the finer things I'll keep it simple, I just wanna buy that diamond ring Yeah I would tell my mom the same thing I was eight but said I'll be married at eighteen Huh, that came and went but no complaining The life I'm living now is nothing short of amazing Yeah But I gotta keep it real I've had a lot of love but not enough to seal the deal And I never talk about the way I feel So whenever people ask, I choose to keep it concealed I tell em that I'm okay But when push comes to shove I really feel alone and wish I knew just what it was The reason that I'm single, I keep asking God above Maybe it's just not my time or am I harder to love Harder to love Am I just harder to love Harder to love Am I just harder to love Harder to love Am I just harder to love Harder to love Am I just harder to love Yeah Like could it really be me Am I the reason that I'm single I don't know what it'd be But when I'm looking in the mirror, I know the man that I see Is special how he is, you don't need to agree But I been getting so confused Feeling so abused I bet my exes see it from their different point of views Lack of money in my wallet showing I was used I know if I could go back, the outcome that I'd choose Now a days, I been talking to a lot of women I would say it's been nice, but who am I kiddin It's hard to find the girl of your dreams, one who got the vision So I just move on with my head up and I keep on living Every time I get to talking with a real one I think it's going well, but my heart just starts to feel numb I got her text up on my phone and now I feel dumb Cuz I'm writing this song, instead of seeing what it could become Harder to love Am I just harder to love Harder to love Am I just harder to love Harder to love Am I just harder to love Harder to love Am I just harder to love