Out of Control

My time has come You see me run Count down 4 3 2 1 Cuz I'm out of control My whole life been a climb, I ain't stopping now I wanna make it to the top, never looking down I love to see the ladies smile, hate to see em frown I gotta hear my name loud and like the way it sounds But that thought is conceited I got these demons in my house they in my mind and won't leave it I think that Michael Jackson said it best, your bad and should beat it Put me to the test, I just backspace delete it if you feel then receive it Uh I think I'm going crazy Think that I should take a break Still working in my 80's Oh Mind spinning Pad penning 9's winning While I lay in bed with thoughts of how my times thinning Please help me momma cuz I'm feeling lost I don't wanna work away my life, don't care about the cost Anxiety winning every round we going, I hate the unknown Worry after worry for awhile, I felt alone I can't do this no more I got my back to the floor I got no wings to go soar I get the mic and record And then it's back to the board They keep hating on the kid but they'll come see me on tour