See You Gone

I don't know what to say cuz y'all would call me a phony If you saw my real life and all the things that control me All the fake smiles I'm putting on every single day If I never made this song, you would think that I'm okay But, in my life, I've been struggling a lot Depression and anxiety always thickening the plot When you listen to my music you would think I feel on top Cuz the rapping makes me feel alive, I never wanna stop I hate sharing how I feel People acting different so I never know what's real Do you really care or just fake it for the appeal But I've never been so low to where I started popping pills But you do it for the thrills huh I don't wanna see you killed huh You my lil homie still, don't wanna see your body still ah Don't wanna see your body still ah Your life goes on and on and you kick it Yeah, your life goes on and on and you kick it Yeah, your life goes on and on and you kick it Yeah, your life goes on and on and you kick it Yeah I don't wanna see you gone I don't wanna see you gone When I'm waking up at dawn, I start praying to the son I don't wanna see you gone Man I don't wanna see you gone, yeah you been through a lot And I'm talking every person that's been put on the spot You start thinking that it's over, these feelings hurt me when I've been sober That's why your lost in the bottles, popping xany's and smoking pot But you won't find nothing there They won't help you fix your life or show you love like they care Think a little cash will solve it, you'd be happy you swear Then explain the suicides of all these millionaires Money will never fix a life and I know that for sure Cuz when I truly have nothing is when I see I ain't poor When you're sitting at the bottom, you can see there is more And the rich got it all, but feel the pit in their core Blood in the veins and ice on the heart I'm talking bout chains and vice that is dark Stop checking the brain for things that are smart Seek out the one who was slain and He will set you apart Your life goes on and on and you kick it Yeah, your life goes on and on and you kick it Yeah, your life goes on and on and you kick it Yeah, your life goes on and on and you kick it Yeah I don't wanna see you gone I don't wanna see you gone When I'm waking up at dawn, I start praying to the son I don't wanna see you gone