Strong Man (Interlude)

You're a strong man, I don't feel like it The battles I fight feel like t-minus Only seconds I have to confront all my demons When I could say go I just be quiet I just try and I try it again Stare at the ceiling while up in my bed Never get sleep cuz I'm too busy dreaming I wish I was famous but that's in my head I know what I really want To be living my life for the risen Son But why's it so hard to give everything When I know that you really the only one You gave me this life, you could take it away In the blink of an eye, I know that it could change Please answer me why am I feeling this pain inside of my stomach and up to my brain I think I'm insane, like I'm going crazy I need a yes or a no not a maybe I been asking for answers like all of my life And I think that I'm tired of waiting But how is that fair to you This story got different point of views Like you sent your son just to die for some people that take it for granted, aren't you feeling used I ask for the good I deserve in my life But I never think twice bout the bad I earned too But up on that cross, the payment was made so that I could live new, I'm glad I can choose Between living life while I'm here on this earth or forever with you, I know what to do Still I make mistakes everyday that feel out of control, I would pray but I feel so confused