Disrepair

I had the world when I had you So when you left I had everything to lose Life went on and I started anew You came back so I had to choose But fallin' in love again was somethin' couldn’t do The scars on my heart couldn’t up that soon The music we danced to was now outta tune Didn’t want to say no but I had to Brought together but only for that one time Maybe we’ll reunite in another life Stars aligned but only for that one night If I could I would do it all twice But the days turn to weeks into months into years Yet my mind plays tricks like you still here Cuz I don’t when I’ll end with the tears But even though you gone again so is the fear I get why we couldn’t be friends There were no words for how much you meant But I couldn’t let you in again Just know That it wasn’t cuz I didn’t love you And it wasn’t cuz I didn’t care Didn’t mean for things to get broken To fall into disrepair And it wasn’t cuz I didn’t love you Didn’t think things would go there Didn’t mean for it to get ugly To fall into disrepair And it wasn’t cuz I didn’t love you And it wasn’t cuz I didn’t care Didn’t mean for your trust to get broken To fall into disrepair And it wasn’t cuz I didn’t love you Didn’t think things would go there When you treat the love like nothin' It falls into disrepair These days I don’t mind bein alone Gives me more time to get my skills honed Before I share I gotta build up my own And make a map despite the unknowns World so weird, can only work on the mirror though Makin' most of every day by countin' all my miracles Best we live and love again cuz you know we ain’t here that long Even if what we want don’t appear at all I wish I could say yes and actually mean it The mind can be fine with the heart not in agreement Finally back together after crackin' to pieces By findin' peace in the turn of the seasons Even if it lives in the back of my mind When the littlest of things do the most to remind Rewind in my head I remember the lights When we stood by the ocean and I held you tight So it wasn’t cuz I didn’t love you And it wasn’t cuz I didn’t care Didn’t mean for things to get broken To fall into disrepair And it wasn’t cuz I didn’t love you Didn’t think things would go there Didn’t mean for it to get ugly To fall into disrepair And it wasn’t cuz I didn’t love you And it wasn’t cuz I didn’t care Didn’t mean for your trust to get broken To fall into disrepair And it wasn’t cuz I didn’t love you Didn’t think things would go there When you treat the love like nothin' It falls into disrepair