perceptions

When it comes to love, how I think about it, it's so deep for me, it's so systematic and it's so controlled. But That's not how love is, it's not something you can control and I think that's what scares me about it the most Mmm Helpful, but hurting from the scars I made myself Hopeful, but hate killed all the peace that I had built I'm still getting better on how to be gentle with myself I can't help but replay all the feelings I had felt How did I get so involved with you Obsessing so I drew and I tainted, I wanted, so I painted the Stars in perfect view of me and you, I thought you wanted me to Now that it's over I question all that I knew You were just an idea in my head not even true (true woah) You say pictures look lovely from any point view (from any point of view) So why is our picture painted without me or you Oh how How did I get so caught up in you Obsessing so I drew and I tainted I wanted so I painted the Stars in perfect view of me and you, I thought you wanted me to (I thought you wanted me to) Wanted you to grow, but, boy, you wasn't budding Everything you are made you everything you aren't Wanted you to grow, but, boy, you wasn't budding Said I drew and I tainted, I wanted so I painted the Everything you are made you everything you aren't Said I drew and I tainted, I wanted and I painted the I saw your potential without seeing' credentials So I drew and I tainted, I wanted, painted Maybe that's the issue Said maybe that's the issue, ah