Come bck cuz im not finished

Pink hearts I never knew I could get revived But now I feel more alive Through all this shit, I survived Through all the nights, I cried I wanted to commit suicide But now I commit genocide Taking rats off this bitch, pesticide Push that fucking ten aside And get a 20 instead My brother, my sister I know you're sad and lonely, but I Miss you I trade places with you In a moment, in an instant I'm there in an instant Damn, you missed it Oh shit, this feels too good She's here when I got more than it Would I hope she don't go to the Neighborhood About the night before, no sex None of that, just talking You know, shit like that Had writer's block, she said write Her a song So she can listen, till she back Where she belong A song with me, you see But my feelings so up and down Though I'm scared to have you around, yo Cause I'm scared that I'll hurt you And I'm scared that I'll do so I live out our fantasy In my imagination I know you're sad to see Nothing comes from this But I've already done this I'm so done with this cycle of pain I don't know how to refrain So I live with the pain, so I live With the gain So I live with the hurt, rather have That Than get left in the dirt Guess I'll roll me a wood My rhymes came ferocious Like you had heroin, it doubled your doses Damn, damn, damn, damn it, baby I never knew I could get revived But now I feel more alive Through all the shit, I survived Through all the nights, I cried I wanted to commit suicide But now I commit genocide Takeoff rats off this bitch, Pesticide Put that fuckin' ten aside and get a 20 instead My brother, my sister I know you're sad and alone, but I Miss you I trade places with ya I love y'all so much Look, I did this for everybody Not everybody couldn't be like me Y'all can do whatever the f*ck y'all Want So you don't listen to nobody, bro The only person you should be Listening to is yourself