How could u (feat. Cxnscious now)

I just won a battle with my mind By having conversations Had to many times Like am I ok? Am I really fine? But I told the truth Cause usually Im lyin Usually Im tryin Usually I'm cryin Usually I tell the truth But usually I be lyin So I tell E That I'm rolling up Again an again an again Numbness again an again I feel like nakoma is the only one Who listen but listen I'm not sayin or dissin I just need distance Like, for instance Nakoma don't talk just listen F*ck out the way an just listen Just listen to the energy Live evolved the way that i Perceive all my enemies You are just a blessing and a lesson No offending me No extending peace On my own I'll create memories living life without attachment only One I got It is a mag with a basket no shells On the ground No trace of action dance with the dead Displace with havoc IZG ZIG ZAG CASKET