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I'm tryna find perfection, that's why I got protection Can't vote in any election, feels like an imperfection Can't take any lesser, I'ma just be a flexer Ashes to ashes, dust to dust She want my body, crust to crust Plus she smell kinda bad, ooh, must to must Had to back off, say goodbye to lust Mom want me to settle down and learn to trust And after 10th fuckin' grade, ooh, that's a bust Yeah, I'm flowin' on the beat, but who else won't rust Who else won't turn, who else won't fold? I'm feelin' so old at 19 years old I'm sorry someone told you any Other I'm sorry to bother like Danny glover You was just grippin' bed covers Now you ain't even my lover, that's crazy My mom used to call me lazy, but that's crazy Now I'm havin' thoughts of havin' a baby Could I help it grow, or should I just say no? I swear I know how it goes if I f*ck up though But I can't even think of shit else I should be sittin' down thinkin' about wealth But I can't think about shit else My mind twist and turn, leavin' burns Lessons learned, and I never had a say And every day, you push and pull every way Just to mess up my day Disassociation, appreciation Disassociation, appreciation Disassociation, appreciation Disassociation, appreciation Tryin' to get my pen game stronger But life keeps getting harder I swear I want a charger But my problems just get larger It feels like I'm getting weaker Someone get the speaker And play the emo anthem While drinkin' bottles of ether I can't pop no pill But I'll smoke till my lungs collapse Every time I fuckin' stop Fuckin' go relapse Put that on my meat strap This is just a heat-tap Help you sleep like a CPAP Got YB with the ki blast Might pull up in my ski-mask So I can feel like ski-mask Lamb truckin' and duckin' They thinkin' that we fuckin But we not Stay dunkin', Tim Duncan Thinkin' that it's somethin But I might just pop up like it's nothin' Sometimes I'm feelin' like I'm nothin But I'm crunchin' Thinkin' that it's really somethin But it's nothin' Might just have to get somethin To turn to nothin' Damn, I need somethin' like this I could never diss That's just right how I feel If you feel targeted, that's your deal Outta pocket, team rocket Charged up, plug socket I just want some profits They told me They felt so soulless I wonder how they know this Tell pops to sleep in bros piss And all my homies know this Live my life like turtles Jumpin' through life hurdles Good thing I ran a track Ha Look, I'm so cold I'm about to just make a chorus right here Watch this, watch this Understand somethin like me, Yeah understand somethin' like me Yeah I just found somethin' like Me Yeah I just found somethin' like me