Painful Beauty

Way too many times, I can't trust no bitch Left me hangin' out to dry Had friends cross me way too many times I can’t trust no bitch left me hanging out to dry Have your own back be your own ride or die Always stay the same through the darkness see the light See I had a house but I never had home Parents split young I was always on the go Leaving double lives I was rich and I was broke House on the hill apartment 3rd floor I didn’t choose this life it’s just how it was chose I’m the perfect blend of boujie and ghetto I can not pretend a genuine pure soul Parents made a BOSS I’m bossy yea that’s fasho Imma pretty girl but that don’t make me no hoe Niggas want me & they lie when I wont go Use to bother me can’t control what they promote I know who I am and y’all niggas is some trolls Forever ever gone be me gotta problem you can roll I don't f*ck wit dutches swisher leaf is what I blow Can never stay the same took of the chains with all my pain Stay above the clouds so I never feel the rain Had friends cross me way too many times I can’t trust no bitch left me hanging out to dry Have your own back be your own ride or die Always Stay the same through the darkness see the light You say you love me And I’m the one that you choose But every time you go out you start acting new Should I stay or go I swear I’m so confused But it’s true I fell in love now I’m just screwed Imma hold you down, but can you do that for me too? I ain’t trynna mess around I just want you Never want us together I’m for you Need you by my side knowing you gone ride Pull up with the fye, in case he slide His bitch a ride or die, don’t play bout mine You lost me when you started telling lies I’m not surprised You like these other guys Way too many times I can’t trust no bitch left me hanging out to dry Have your own back be your own ride or die Always Stay the same through the darkness see the light Had friends cross me way too many times I can’t trust no bitch left me hanging out to dry Have your own back be your own ride or die Always Stay the same through the darkness see the light