rot

Painted my nails just to rip them off Don't even know where I came here from Living off pieces of papered love I've gotten so good at silent crying Been so sad I thought I was dying Turns out it never even got close Lost a million words before I said them Pages eaten up like cheddar Falling back to where I was Before Can I not stand every second Scared of falling like a feather Scared of knowing what it is I've Left to rot Thought everything was ok 'Till I started a new day Now I'm back where I was before Tears filling up my eyelids Can't see a thing but I guess It doesn't help that I'm bleeding out Lost a million words before I said them Pages eaten up like cheddar Falling back to where I was Before Can I not stand every second Scared of falling like a feather Scared of knowing what it is I've Left to rot Left to rot Left to rot Will it be ok Is it fine until it breaks Is it cold until it isn't I'm lost until it's given If all just for a minute Will you stay for a second I'm lost It's so far It's been far