Ain't Here for Your Pleasure

Do you like to play god, hold my life in your hands Lay me bare like the devil, tell me you understand Watch me scurry away, like a lab rat on heat Make your assumptions, watch the cycle repeat And you wonder why I'm so fucking blue All these burdens I carry, that you like to pursue Play the scientist and check my flaws off your list Burn holes in my spine if I try to resist But I ain't here for your pleasure baby I'm not here to help you feel I refuse to keep myself on the news Try 'n' fulfill some of your ideals Did you go tell your ma thinking she'd see me right Think she'd exorcise demons away from my sight I'd be cured of all anguish and we'd marvel in the light Praise the lord for his mercies, oh we buried her plight But I ain't here for your pleasure baby I'm not here to entertain Give me space, let me live without disgrace I can't keep fanning at your flames I'll bite, I'll kick and I'll scream Oh I'll fight your sweet grace till I'm blue in the face Can't break so easily I'm taking your doubt and I'm flushing it out 'Cause I ain't here for your pleasure baby No I ain't here to keep you sane And what about me, whoa and my ecstasy No I won't take all of the blame And I ain't here for your pleasure baby No I ain't here just for you Leave me be, oh let me wallow in grief Because I, I can't move from me No and I, I can't move from me