Why I Hate You

Why do I hate you so much Is it because you're so mean Or just because I feel weak in front of you You never made me feel confident But I stayed watching my heart being broke into pieces I hate you as much as I still love you Many love songs lead back you Ooh back to you When life got me down, you weren't there for me When I needed you the most You ran away I was not expecting you to heal me but to hear me Why do I still love you this much Is it because you're my first love The first love, the first love pain All you used to say was I love you too And after all these years I still got the blues for you I hate you as much as I still need you Every love pain leads back to you Ooh back to you When life got me down, you weren't there for me When I needed you the most You ran away I was not expecting you to heal me but to hear me Saxophone When life got me down, you weren't there for me When I needed you the most You ran away from me I was not expecting you to heal me but to hear me I was not expecting you to carry me but to hold me I was not expecting you to heal me but to love me