Ritual

I haven't seen the sky since the third grade Trying to take this thing slowly I haven't prayed to God since the 5th grade I guess I'm supposed to be lonely I'm a phony I'm a weakling I'm unfaithful You should hate me You should break me I'm unstable You're my ritual, you're my ritual You're so divine You're my ritual, you're my ritual I'm wasting my time, I wasted my life On you Switchblades and sneakers On the edge playing cards with the reaper Take my life I have nothing to live for I waste my time don't repent to the good lord I don't live the way I'm raised I will never earn that praise I will always be the same I will always be the same Nothing will happen to me I'll be lost in purgatory Left alone for time to come Drained from all my motivation So leave me alone So leave me alone Leave me alone Just leave me alone