feeling lonely

I felt so alone That we met on a phone I wish we met in real life Because I want you in my home I wanna feel you inside I want you in my bed tonight You look really nice You made me act so polite I fall in love with you Because of your looks I wish your fine with sending me your nudes Babe you can come over So we can have sex Lay down with me on my bed While naked I feel so desperate Do you feel my feelings I hate it when we wait I just want to be together I know its sucks because of me I always just worry I hate this fantasy This world is just crazy I wish we meet each other already So I don't have to commit suicide when I turn 18 Not everyone knows why I said this I think its just mental illness I can't solve my problem It's complicated I feel like I'm stuck And I can't change that I don't feel like I can believe in myself I think my life is about to end I just wanna tell you how much I miss you This world makes me wanna fade away I'm sick of tired of all the worries I promise I won't end this Relationship I felt so alone That we met on a phone I wish we met in real life Because I want you in my home I wanna feel you inside I want you in my bed tonight You look really nice You made me act so polite I fall in love with you Because of your looks I wish your fine with sending me your nudes Babe you can come over So we can have sex Lay down with me on my bed While naked I just wanna tell you how much I miss you This world makes me wanna fade away I'm sick of tired of all of worries I promise I won't end this Relationship