by the sidelines

I'm on the outside just looking in And I built my walls high again I'm making sure I'm distant as much as I can I'm not everyone's cup of tea There's no balance or in-between You either learn to love me or hate me Sit by the sidelines, I'm either too loud, too quiet Too harsh, too opinionated Too calm, too exaggerated for you Sit by the sidelines, I'm either too loud too quiet Too soft, too intimidating Never showing up now, so did you ask yourself why? Oh, did you ask yourself why? I've hated my reflection in the mirror for eighteen years So don't blame me, no, don't blame me I've hated my reflection in the mirror for eighteen years So don't blame me, no, don't blame me Sit by the sidelines, I'm either too loud, too quiet Too harsh, too opinionated Too calm, too exaggerated for you Sit by the sidelines, I'm either too loud too quiet Too soft, too intimidating Never showing up now, so did you ask yourself why? So did you ask yourself why? Never been enough, always something to say Never cool enough, always some kind of way Never strong enough, always a little too weak Never bold enough, always a little too meek Never been enough, always something to say Never cool enough, always some kind of way Never strong enough, always a little too weak Never bold enough, always a little too meek Never been enough, always something to say Never cool enough, always some kind of way Never strong enough, always a little too weak Never bold enough, always a little too meek Never been enough, always something to say Never cool enough, always some kind of way Never strong enough, always a little too weak Never bold enough, always a little too meek Never been enough, always something to say Never cool enough, always some kind of way Never strong enough, always a little too weak Never bold enough, always a little too meek