that night in February

Guess I'll just sit here and soak in the unfairness of it all Like how you couldn't look me in the eye Can't seem to treat me right Just because I'm not your blood And all your grips on him so damn sickeningly tight Left all the marks of your fingerprints And the bruises on his skin Just because you can't let go And I'm floating further and further away as we speak And I'm running further and further away as you breathe So I'll pull till all of the threads come free Cut me loose from all your uneven schemes A break through but I seem to cave in Over and over again And you do your best to turn it on me Tongue in cheek, your movements fail to convince Sharp blades are the ones that escape from your lips Cutting me over and over again La da dee da And one fine day in June when I couldn't fit right in So I melt within the walls and be the in-betweens Yeah, I've never felt seen And all the screamings and the shoutings that bounce off the walls in the room And all the tears at night that overflow to my pillow sheet Woke up with swollen lids So now I'll float further away as we speak And now I'll run further away as you breathe So I'll pull till all of the threads come free Cut me loose from all your uneven schemes A break through but I seem to cave in Over and over again And you do your best to turn it on me Tongue in cheek, your movements fail to convince Sharp blades are the ones that escape from your lips Cutting me over and over again La da dee da Mm That night in February, everything started to change Started losing my mind, slowly drove me insane That night in February, everything started to change Searched for an escape route as the hallways filled with smoke That night in February, everything started to change Started losing my mind, slowly drove me insane That night in February, everything started to change Searched for an escape route as the hallways filled with smoke That night in February, everything started to change Started losing my mind, slowly drove me insane Everything started to change, Searched for an escape route As the hallways filled with smoke Then that in February, everything started to change Started losing my mind, slowly drove me insane Everything started to change, searched for an escape route As the hallways filled with smoke You thought that I didn't know You thought that I won't figure it out You thought that I didn't know You thought that I wouldn't figure it out