Unaware

Packing up a bag To head over to you Even though it's not What I wanna do It's true I'd rather spend the night alone I'm more productive on my own Than with you I will ride a train Then get onto a bus Wondering why I'm Refusing to trust myself I hear directions in my brain But my feet walk the other way I'm chasing you and you don't care You're too wise to be unaware But when I'm in the world, don't know why I'm so scared So I go back to Waking up at yours All up in your space I'd rather bother you Than have to face my mind And the one thing it is certain of There is more I am deserving of Than your indifference How many more times Can people say to me I want what I can't have So I'll always need someone like you? Don't wanna act like I'm above But they don't know this kind of love Oh I'm chasing you and you don't care You're too wise to be unaware But when I'm in the world, don't know why I'm so scared So I go back to Whatever you give me On any given day Wherever you fit me in I grin, though I'm in pain However you love me Even if the loving's shared Wherever you want me to be You'll see me there Cause I'm chasing you and you don't care There's no way that you're unaware Cause when I'm in the world, don't know why I'm so scared I don't wanna be chasing you Cause you don't even care Don't pretend like, don't pretend like you're unaware If I could figure out why I'm so scared I wouldn't have to Keep going back to Going back to, going back to, going back to you Going back to, going back to, going back to you Going back to, going back to, going back to you Don't wanna have to keep going back to Going back to, going back to, going back to you