to god, to us

I tried to close my eyes My wrists, they both were tied You said you heard, you lied The times I asked throughout the night I'd find my reasons why But they darkened with the sky So I willed my sun to rise I've left my grave I've done my time Ooo-ooo-ooo Ooo-ooo-ooo Lead me to the waters Drown me if you wanna Eyes covered in mud And you told me it was love That tied me up You tied me up I'm lost or I'm losing it My book of the things you said Bled out the ones in red Those living words inside my head You said that I was sick So I wore it on my neck And covered up my naked chest Inhaled your whisper, yes you know best Ooo-ooo-ooo Ooo-ooo-ooo You poured wine and made me drink I threw up in the sink Forced bite, bittersweet You're right, it poisoned me I tried to run If we tied Oh god, you won To god, to us