Scars

You try so hard Just for some affirmation But where does that lead you Where does it lead you Where has it brought you now Because you have gone nowhere Nowhere but in the same spot where you've always been So what's you're goal here? Is it to be loved? Or to be accepted? I know as a kid you went through a lot But for a healing did you ever pray to God? I feel the insecurities that you brought I know I said I forgave you but I feel I can't talk to you I wish I could but it's overdue Because the way that you treat me A stranger completely I can't even love me cause of you Tell me how you really feel And maybe I could fix it if you're real Tell me exactly what's the deal I know you said you forgave me but I don't feel your love at all And sometimes you don't even answer my calls You say that I don't spend time But I've already tried What do you expect me to do? It's tough for you to tap into the spiritual world Cause you've been going through so much hell in your life It is tough for you to believe All the prophecies that have been spoken over you As a matter of fact When you get another prophecy You don't even get excited You get frustrated Because you look at where you are now And you look at how far you're supposed to be And you say "what is wrong? With me" I knew growing up I'm not the best son And I bet you wish you had another one Cause all I did at times Was make you angry inside And all I did was try to hide I could've sworn I had it all But having everything isn't really all Having money and cars All the watches and clothes Isn't enough if it's not your love Your love is all I cared to search for Once I felt it wasn't there I shut the door I became so sad and bitter inside As if you left me to die Feelings I can't deny inside out Is it so hard to show you love me? Is it easier to say that you do? Can't tell what is a family Needing love is tragedy Cause it leaves me looking like a fool Y por eso el salvación es individual Y Dios va juzgar a conforme a cada uno No va juzgar por familia No tenía hermanos No tenía hermanas No tenía papá No tenía mamá Los extrañé pos si Soy humano Pero en final de cuentas Viniste solo en este mundo Y solo te vas