WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME

What if I can't love myself? How can I? Try to be with someone else Oh What if I can't love myself? I swear, so much happened last year If I told you, you couldn't even comprehend it I'm here Holding in pain with a bucket of tears tryna keep it together to mend it I care Way too much about people who don't Way too much about people who won't Be there in times that I need them most I'm stabbed by the ones who I thought that were close I know you noticed I was hurting But you didn't bother to reach out So you left me in the back of the bus I know you noticed I was coping in a couple ways I shouldn't have Wondering"what happened to us?" And I be losing focus on what matters in life So I apologize if I don't make time to discuss I'm tryna make it back to everything I had But in order to gain it I gotta relearn to adjust What do you want from me? Cause I swear that I gave it my all What more else could I give you at what cost? My life has been hanging, just waiting to fall Feels as if all my life I've always been lost Still tryna forget a couple words that was said to me in a fight when I was in second grade I know, they didn't mean it but I deal with it almost everyday knowing said only due to rage Only to occur years later in my life For them to come again and say that I'm full of hate That I don't have their blessing and never to come back So I gathered my things and I left that day And all of my friends, they be chieffing up clouds They be downing out the bottle, while I'm alone in the crowd Tryna be there for my fam Man I'm tryna make it out I've been suffering in silence But my cry's so loud Stuck in the middle of every problem, somehow Fighting for approval, hoping I can make em proud My dad is telling me, that I'm all he's got now So you tell me, how can I leave this town? What do you want from me? Cause I swear that I gave it my all What more else could I give you at what cost? My life has been hanging, just waiting to fall Feels as if all my life, I've always been lost How can I? Try to be with someone else What do you want from me? Wha- wha- what do you want from me? I said what do you want from me? Do you love me? Do you love me? What do you want from me? Cause I swear that I gave it my all (what do you want from me?) What more else could I give you at what cost? (I said what do you want from me?) My life has been hanging, just waiting to fall (Do you love me? Do you love me?) Feels as if all my life, I've always been lost