Will I Be Ok?

I've been in the same place way too long Maybe they'll miss me when I'm gone Write the same songs different genre This is my remedy for my trauma I'm still trying to search where I belong Cause I don't know who I am Nor if I'm on Any drugs have any love or feel You from above Any hugs get rid of have the nerve just to shove All the people who've tried to help me in my life Don't be there for me if I catch you in your lies You're the type of people that I really dislike Yeah I forgive but doesn't mean you're my type I've been searching for my meaning I won't tell you my reason But I've been going through a season Where I'm nonstop bleeding Stab me from behind They stab me in the back then they ask if I'm alright Get away from and I'll be fine I'll never get the girl that I once called mine Separate paths separate ways Heart was hacked Quit beating since the first day I dug my own grave I might need to move to a different state Just to get my mind off all of this hate But I'm scared of what'll happen if I'm away Will everything get worse or will it be ok Izzy Ay