Exposin My Weakness

We love to slide When it's raining outside I'm a devil with my tongue I say what I don't mean That don't mean I got pain thats inside We love to slide When it's raining outside Momma had to work two jobs Tuck that gun in my jeans 13 I started hanging outside Way too gifted I got no gifts for Christmas I hate the fact I love hard I put extensions on my glock I pray I make it through them dark nights Switches on the sticks Yeah they in for a long night I know that they don't see what I see My momma been praying for me I done made 8k off a p I been up for days Yea i hate when I sleep I gave them niggas love They was hating on me Through the pain I'm tryna maintain Went the wrong way I had to switch lanes I got pain in my heart I'm Tryna brush it off I fell out with my dog I had to cut him off Bro ain't seen a mill But he seen a couple bodies Fifteen minute calls But we never speak about it It feel like I been standing In the rain for a while Sometimes I feel fake I hide my pain with a smile Reflecting on myself Am I real or fake 20k on designer Should've bought real estate I'm just a Youngin' I take chances Me and ern flew to Cali Tryna bet it all And I know a nigga Made 30k off the Fentanyl We love to slide When it's raining outside Momma had to work two jobs Tuck that gun in my jeans 13 I started hanging outside Way too gifted I got no gifts for Christmas I hate the fact I love hard I put extensions on my glock I pray I make it through them dark nights Switches on the sticks Yeah they in for a long night I know that they don't see what I see My momma been praying for me I done made 8k off a p I been up for days Yeeah I hate when I sleep I gave them niggas love They was hating on me Through the pain I'm tryna maintain Went the wrong way I had to switch lanes I got pain in my heart I'm Tryna brush it off I fell out with my dog I had to cut him off My sister feel I'm changing It been 2 months She still ain't talking to me Even know she wrong I make it right That shit important to me She just had a baby I ain't get to see my niece yet But f*ck it You my blood I really wish that shit could reset Cuz a nigga put his hands on you I'm the one who standing on shit F*ck who he is know I'm damaging shit You talk bad about me To mommy When I'm the one Who handle your shit Now give a f*ck about that family shit Go and handle your shit We love to slide When it's raining outside Momma had to work two jobs Tuck that gun in my jeans 13 I started hanging outside Way too gifted I got no gifts for Christmas I hate the fact I love hard I put extensions on my glock I pray I make it through them dark nights Switches on the sticks Yeah they in for a long night 8 K play I was tryna put you in position You got blinded by the greed You couldn't see the bigger picture Third day we fell out Started subbing me on Twitter You know I would never cross you Imma always be that nigga Mother fucker True loyalty