god.

I've never believed in god, I've always felt that way You can't tell me it's some higher power, making me feel this way I wanna believe in god, maybe it would explain the hate You can't tell me god despises everything that she creates You pray to god to be your guide But I don't think she's on your side You're ruining lives, don't act surprised when your cruel prayers are denied I'm starting to think you've lost your mind This can't be what your god designed Broken people fighting lies, praying everything's alright Every night I lie awake, wondering if I'd be missed Wondering if there's a sign that I shouldn't have dismissed If you're out there god, should I say it all and risk Everyone around me thinking that they know what's best You pray to god to be your guide But I don't think she's on your side You're ruining lives, don't act surprised when your cruel prayers are denied If I am wrong and you are right If you insist it's all black and white Then why are you the one starting fights, talking shit, convinced you're right I'm just trying to live my life, it's like living in defeat When the other side is claiming that they're allowed to cheat Thinking that their god, never practice what they preach Do they know that they are hypocrites claiming I'm the beast You're telling me I'm wrong, maybe there's something I missed 'Cause you're the one complaining 'bout things that don't exist You blame it all on god when everything turns shit Like she's the one responsible for every word you twist I'm dreaming, it's lucid Am I gonna get through this Footsteps on the floor, I can't take much more Diamonds and vinyl, caught in a vicious cycle Foolish and reckless, to think that I could change it I'll never believe in god.