Keeping Score

Can't keep it all to myself I run in circles and I know that I'm hard on myself All I wanted was a compromise But now I feel stupid I know that I mean it when I say I'm trying I know my expectations are too damn high cause Every time that I try, it's the way that it was Don't tell me that you don't understand where I'm coming from So tell me, did you mean it? Did you really feel that way, I can't believe it There's more to say but I don't wanna talk about this anymore But know, I was never keeping score Everything is bittersweet Cause I don't miss being so stressed But parts of you and me still echo in my memory We wasted our breath and so then we drifted cause you never listen Defensive and emotional It doesn't help that I can't make you feel all the things that I felt You let me walk away cause you know where I'm coming from Oh So tell me, did you mean it? Did you really feel that way, I can't believe it There's more to say but I don't wanna talk about this anymore But know, I was never keeping score Never keeping, I was never keeping score Never keeping, I was never keeping score Never keeping, I was never keeping score Never keeping, I was never keeping score Now it all feels like a dream I wish that we were still just kids and played on each others team Guess I don't know what is worth it or not anymore But I know that I was never fucking keeping score