Beauty Queen

She was my whole October That girl I never saw coming Think she might be my drug And I was basically sober Six months A year I could've gone But her eyes shoot me up with something And I didn't think that I would fall this hard My god, this girl This beauty queen she knows That I Can't breathe Her hold On my neck My shoulders, arms and back She plays me like a tambourine And I don't think she means To be that mean And I just try to remember My heart don't match what my head knows She drives me all kind of crazy, baby Stayin' up past my bedtime They say no good comes from late nights I should go home Go to sleep Stop talkin' but I didn't think that I would fall this hard My god, this girl This beauty queen she knows That I Can't breathe Her hold On my neck My shoulders, arms and back She plays me like a tambourine And I don't think she means To be that mean You've got a long way to go until you figure this out I'm really trying not to lose myself You're all the wrong kind of trouble Got me so full of doubts I'm really trying not to lose myself And you're a whole lot of messy So I'm just bowing out I'm really trying not to lose it I'm trying not to lose it I'm trying not to lose it Now My god, this girl This beauty queen she knows That I Can't breathe Her hold On my neck My shoulders, arms and back She plays me like a tambourine And I don't think she means To be that mean