crimes of a cancer

The end to this one doesn't sit right with me Thought it would go on just for so long And I tell my friends I regret when I left Though they know that I did nothing wrong See me sprinting down the street Your apartment complex probably thinks I'm crazy If only they all got to see The way you lit up when I set you free You said I'm better than nothing But that's not love Or attraction Just satisfaction with not being alone How does it feel Now that I'm gone? Some eighteen year-old you were stringing along Left you lonely on your front lawn Lots of loose ends left undone You were so kind at first but where did this go wrong Life experience isn't something I lack But maybe you do But maybe you do See me dancing in the rain My therapist thinks that I'm insane But I sat there spent so many hours I wasn't half as entertaining as those video games You said I'm better than nothing But that's not love Or attraction Just satisfaction with not being alone How does it feel Now that I'm gone? Some eighteen year-old you were stringing along Left you lonely on your front lawn Don't know what you expected from me What was the standard you set that I couldn't see Seems pretty conceited to keep on repeating this thing Why would I commit when I'm leaving in 56 for 115 degrees? I think that it hurt more than I ever knew I thought that your words just bounced off But I'm starting to see the wound that bleeds Straight through my top