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Write to me as I forgot your name Love is all so funny and yet it's all the same A penny for your thoughts my dear Please, you never share My darling, my darling, I think of you all of the time Your warmest laughter, saddest kisses, breath smelling like wine It's almost as if time slowed down I swear to god you never come around Body behold your absence haunts my mind Calloused touch, how I miss your skin on mine Hold me close and fake your trust And I'll follow blindly on borrowed lust You said you'd never stay 'cause it'd do me too much harm My sister can't eat citrus but it's tattooed on her arm Grabbed my head shotgunned my words I can't describe to you how bad it hurts I can still see our ghosts dancing on the dining room floor Still can't listen to bowie or look at baby blue anymore I wish you would vacate my brain The pining isn't helping with the pain Your mom asked me if I'm okay She said it makes her sad to never hear my name