Bloodrose

Yeah I know I’ve been distant lately I know I aint been consistent lately Now I know I’ve been way too distant Haven't shown you love Like its faded with distance I ain't show you What you really fucking mean to me I ain't show you that You really queen to me I hate the fact that I ain't enough I never thought I'd see the Day where we're breaking up We just put it on pause Till we make out, making up Or maybe play it out Like we just hooked up I swear to god This anxiety is killing me Knowing even with my best You wasn't feeling me And I know maybe I just could've Tried harder Doing everything you like Everything you wanted F*ck I pay too much attention To the music But still I'm always there When you feel useless I just want you to need me I want you to see me But maybe you just need better Maybe you just need a nigga That's gon' show you more love A nigga that could buy you more shit A nigga that could take you places A nigga that ain't keep you waiting And maybe that ain't me (no) Maybe It just ain't me Maybe it ain't me Lately I've been feeding Off this same pain Baby you deserve it all The fucking whole game And it seems like we ain't Good together no more F*ck if it's true Cuz I still give you my all They say that I'm heartless It's cuz you have it F*ck it I can't feel shit Nothing at all And I aint tryna lose you But it feels like you gone And lately I’ve been in a place Too hard to come from I don’t know what to do Don’t know how to move on Tell me its a lie Tell me nothing's wrong Tell me that you love me Tell me that you need me Tell me that you want me Tell me even though it's raining That you’ll be right here through the storm Is your heart with someone else While I’m dreaming about tours Are you tired of all my focus Being on writing these songs I'm tryna build a life For you and me both I’ve been patient with you So could you do that for me, I hope Could you do that for me, I hope Yeah I know I’ve been distant lately I know I aint been consistent lately Maybe it just aint me Yeah Maybe it aint me Ey Aight As these tears fall Like storming rain Is it attention seeking Or a result from all this pain Haven't slept in weeks Haven't eaten in days Haven't been myself lately I can feel how I’ve changed Is this depression inherited Or does it come with age When you finally see the world And all its fucking ways Is this real, is it fake Is it a fucking game Count me out, I don't wanna play I hate feeling this way And these suicidal tendencies Thats drowning my brain And I can’t even breathe In this ocean of pain As its taking me in Wave after fucking wave I’ll drink till I’m fucked I guess we all need an escape go