Eli's Interlude, Pt. 1 (feat. Eli de la Cruz)

Peace, serenity, tranquility I, I just want to be happy In peace, serenity, tranquility I, I just want to be happy In peace, serenity Trying to seek perfection As I feel the clouds tears Fall on my skin (fall on my skin, fall on my skin) The cycle continues My issue is where to begin I thought I’d never give in To the pain and the shit it brings My heart strings screaming The pain plays it like a violin And lately I haven’t been feeling Much like myself I've been slipping, I’m losing grip F*ck I'm drinking like it helps While I watch myself wasting time Sitting up on that shelf I saw those pills and twice Almost bid the world farewell But I want serenity This Hennessy It got me feeling heavy You get me? Just let me Get it together Put this pen to this page Tend to spill my tendencies like ink I've been searching for happiness In everything but myself I ain't okay homie I've been getting high a lot To numb the pain on me I swear it feels like I'm alone I've dug my grave Already I'm underneath Already I suffocate man I'm only trying to feel at peace I ain't okay Perfection, no Peace, serenity Trying seek perfection, no (I ain't okay homie) Peace, serenity Trying to seek perfection, no (I've been getting high a lot to numb the pain on me) Peace, serenity, tranquility I, I just want to be happy In peace, serenity Trying to seek perfection I ain't okay homie I've been taking all this shit To numb the pain on me I swear it feels like I'm alone I've dug my grave Already I'm underneath Already I suffocate Man I'm only trying to find my place Hey Perfection, no Peace, serenity Trying to seek perfection, no Peace, serenity Trying to seek perfection, no Peace, serenity, tranquility I, I just want to be happy In peace, serenity Trying to seek perfection, no