Happy 4th

My hair looks weird My tan is smeared And not a friend in sight My family's gone but I still call to tell them I'm alright I risked it all, a beautiful new complicated life Friendship breakups resulting in nothing to do tonight Happy Fourth of July Feeling kinda lonely, I wont lie But it's okay to cry Feelings come and go so I'll be fine I'll be okay, I'll celebrate my time away from expectation I'll be okay I'll celebrate my time away today Episode after episode I could do this all day long The house is clean The grass is green But I still miss my mom 3 missed calls, a sports bra on But we all know I'm not working out I could text this new ex-friend if that's even still allowed Happy Fourth of July That could be a way to break the ice And if they don't reply Friendships come and go so I'll be fine I'll be okay, I'll celebrate my time away from expectation I'll be okay, I'll celebrate my time away today