Heaven

I've been getting sad in the afternoon Lying in my bed with nothing to do I'm in trouble if I stay here cuz it'll get worse I remember in December when I was told To defend myself whenever the demons crawl In my head and tell me clever little lies about life They don't know me They don't own any part of this world that I live in They won't follow me as I call on an army of angels in heaven But heaven is here If you just look around You were lost, now you're found my dear Heaven is here And it rolls and it bends and it leaves and defends But you'll find it again I've been getting sad when I wake up Thinking in my head that my is fucked when I haven't even tried yet Well isn't that rough I remember in September when I was strong And I spent the days with better and brighter thoughts I miss just existing Not a care in the world It's like I don't know me And I don't own any part of this world that I live in Won't you follow me as I call on an army of angels in heaven But heaven is here If you just look around You were lost, now you're found my dear Heaven is here And it rolls and it bends and it leaves and defends But you'll find it again But what it I don't believe in heaven? And what if the weeks aren't made of seven? Is it all made up? Can you imagine? oh god But what it I don't believe in heaven? And what if the weeks aren't made of seven? Is it all made up? Can you imagine? Oh god. But what it I don't believe in heaven? And what if the weeks aren't made of seven? Is it all made up? Can you imagine? oh god What if I don't believe in heaven? Will the army of angels still defend me? When I'm down on my knees should I still whisper Oh God