Not That Bad

Lying on the carpet Tearing me apart I'm sorry it's a crazy little habit But it's not that bad I promise, no it's not that bad Not that bad of a habit Wishing I was smaller Hating that I'm taller than most of the boys I think are pretty Don't you think it's shitty? It's not that bad Not that bad of a habit So why am I breaking down inside if it's not that bad? Feeding off my lies that I'm okay When I'm losing Oh I'm losing me Eating after breakfast, eating after lunch then eating after dinner wanting to be thinner Don't you think that I would have a different plan? Yea, me too Standing by the window watching all the people wondering if they have the same problem and don't want to solve it oh yea it's pretty bad No, it's not that bad of a habit So why am I breaking down inside if it's not that bad? Feeding off my lies that I'm okay When I'm losing Oh I'm losing me