Same Old, Same Old

The same old stupid white boy The same old nerdy shit An honest and polite boy With lots of love to give If only I were bright boy Then I'd happily take it But sadly I'm a lost toy I'm free but can't be fixed I'm free A beautifully broken melody Rebuild me I don't wanna be scared of love anymore Holding my heart in your hands it could fall in the floor You'd think I would learn from my past and then try to avoid The same old heartbreak I've gone through before The same old conversations I ask but never tell It feels like we are dating It's a fantasy from hell Oh I'd never say this But I'm filled with regret He buys me lots of flowers But flowers end up dead I need An understanding of my own indecency Rebuild me I don't want to be scared of love anymore Holding my heart in your hands it could fall on the floor You'd think I would learn from my past and then try to avoid The same old heartbreak The same old heart break That went ahead and changed my day to day ideas of love in every way And now I'm screwed up Now I'm screwed up And oh now I'm just screwed But maybe it's a lesson that isn't fully through I'll always pay attention to the scary parts of you But don't get offended It's just something I do The same old self protection I don't know what else to do