Afterlife

Why can't I leave this shit behind I'm not the same as I was when I was young I'm not the same as I was last night I hate my life, I'm staying high I walk this road to the other side Suicide, nowhere to hide I can't go on, I'm fucking tired I can't go on, I'm fucking tired My hope is gone, I'm holding on I feel the pain of moving on, yeah I've lost my way, I'm counting days No lemonade, I hope and pray, yeah Why can't I leave this shit behind I'm not the same as I was last night I hate my life, I'm staying high I walk this road to the other side Suicide, nowhere to hide I can't go on, I'm fucking tired I can't go on, I'm fucking tired My hope is gone, I'm holding on I feel the pain of moving on, yeah I've lost my way, I'm counting days No lemonade, I hope and pray Thanks for watching