january 14th (voice memo)

Meeting to job to job Dragging my body along Wait for my feet to swell up Struggle to pull my shoes off Have a revelation in the shower And wash it down the drain Nails are jaggedly cut Force myself into a rut 'Cause things were going well And it's time that changed Breaking a promise I made myself And taking the blame because who else Sold my old clothes Grew a new skin Set my alarm To try again