can't end what never was

I don't know the steps, the path, the way To make me forget your face Are you really just so ordinary? Believe my brain makes me think otherwise Spend my days trying not to overanalyze He's all pearls and polish, a "feminist," a real good guy Yeah right So why the hell can't I get you off my mind? Swear the winter cold makes it lonelier at night Had a toothbrush at your place I wanted to go with grace You said "it wouldn't take much to fall into this" What am I supposed to say? Dread the question every day Cant call you a friend Call this mine Call it love How do I explain this? cause You can't end what never really was (Was, was, was) Walk the streets, stars point to home Miss you more when I'm alone Does the darkness decipher how I feel? Is what we had ever truly real? So tell me why the hell can't I get you off my mind? Swear the winter cold makes it lonelier at night Had a toothbrush at your place I wanted to go with grace You said it "wouldn't take much to fall into this" What am I supposed to say? Dread the question every day Cant call you a friend Call this mine Call it love How do I explain this? cause You can't end what never really was How was that us in those photos? Swear I once knew you, This person I don't know Paint you a beautiful enemy You mess with me mentally What am I supposed to say? Dread the question every day Cant call you a friend Or call this mine Call it love How do I explain this, cause How do I explain what this was? How do I explain you cause oh You can't end what never really was