trash talk!

If I say enough shit about your family Convince myself that I never really needed You to be happy Well maybe that might be A better way of coping with the truth I know it's immature You can call me a child If our friends ask around I'll say "We were never in love, it's for the better" cause I heard that you're saying the same So I'll trash talk your name all over town I'll say anything when you're not around Do what I have to do Anything to convince myself I'm not in love with you I'll say it was never gonna last, I could feel it from the start, you never had my heart But deep down I'm screwed I know it's not true So I'll trash talk your name until I'm getting over you Usually I'm opposed to hating on my exes But lately I'm adapting a new perspective If I can say that it's true You were never good that you Weren't the right kind of guy Maybe I'd sleep better at night So I'll trash talk your name all over town I'll say anything when you're not around Do what I have to do Anything to convince myself I'm not in love with you I'll say it was never gonna last, I could feel it from the start, you never had my heart But deep down I'm screwed I know it's not true So I'll trash talk your name until I'm getting over you And I may be lying through my teeth But tell me honestly Do you mean a word you say? I don't hate you, you know I never would But I'll lie and say I could Anything I can say So I'll trash talk your name all over town I'll say anything when you're not around Do what I have to do So I'll trash talk your name all over town I'll say anything when you're not around Do what I have to do Anything to convince myself I'm not in love with you I'll say it was never gonna last, I could feel it from the start, you never had my heart But deep down I'm screwed I know it's not true So I'll trash talk your name until I'm getting over you