Float (feat. Millo)

Being grounded, it's not what it's cut out to be... It's kind of hard to see the world that you live in when you're down here... It's time that you rise up, get a better point of view... Sometimes I just feel like, quittin', I still might Empty this bottle of Jack and crush up these pills like Nah, I ain't leaving this way Especially when there's so much more I'mma be needing to say And uh, sometimes it just feels like... I'm counting these seconds 'Til I feel like I'm me again then here's a bout with depression I'll say I'm fine to soften the truth But it all gets thrown out the window when I walk in the booth Like God, is this my purpose or am I forcing it? You took me out my situation of being less fortunate But this hunger for more is like a thunderous storm How you could lose your reign on the spot if you underperform Shit! That's just the way it goes So I plot every course that I make and I play it slow I was told destiny's mine, I just have to find her Will this be the time that I breakthrough or just a sad reminder... Yeah... And if God calls my number I'll switch fall for summer and I'll be higher, gettin' lifted Like a phoenix from the ashes, you'll see this when it passes I'll be higher, gettin' lifted Is there more to this? I don't know, man... I guess there sorta is... higher, gettin' lifted And when I'm open with you, I just float to the moon to be higher, gettin' lifted It goes ashes to ashes and dust to dust We can go back and forth on who fucked it up I would blame shit on you until something stuck In this shit for years when will I say enough's enough Chill... Yeah, such a comfortable feeling We only worry 'bout the rain when it comes thru the ceiling Drops in a bucket keep me awake in the night Had me thinking about the time I considered takin' my life, mm And you was there, egging me on Saying when I come back Izzy, you better be gone Exaggeration, but that's how it felt in the moment But this is my life, so I have to helplessly own it Did I use you... or did I lose you? Pushed your buttons, flipped the switch and did my usual Better days they coulda turned to wedding days If we invited in the good times and let 'em stay Yeah... Cursed matrimony So if there's something still here, you're gonna have to show me If not, I guess there was some fun in pretending But dear, I think that we've come to our ending Wasn't a waste of time, these were my happiest years Thanks for the welcome into your life and having me here Thinkin' about this moment, almost had me in tears But I have to let go of you as soon as gravity clears And as I float away I pray to God he blesses us both and we're both okay I almost didn't record this track, it was a throwaway But I felt like if I addressed it, it would go away I guess we'll find out later than soon It takes a while to know if you hit when you aim for the moon And if you're ever feeling down, play this thing and quote it Just remember that when it came to Misery, it a king who wrote It Even if we are apart... I'll always be with you... I'll always be with you... Always be with you...