New Feeling

This is the story of two lovers, hearts frozen fear Warmed by the flames of misery It's been a while since I've spoken to you The direct line that we had between us has been broken in two Red light illuminates my space so I can see the ghost in the room Reliving my past trauma and I start opening wounds 223 days has elapsed and in time I have decided to be alone and formed an abstinent mind Anxiety, depression, different reaches of superlative sadness That familiar voice beckoning you that you've heard in the blackness But this isn't that, this is a new feeling She who remains: this is a new villain One I can't explain, it eludes, it's foreign to touch I see the glass half empty, so I'm pouring it up It never fills though, notifications stay silent I can't be reached, lightyears away, load up the spaceship, space mileage Still... I wish someone would come over and keep me company Hey