Growing Pains

It's 2am I can't sleep The clocks have stopped And left my thoughts alone with me I think I'll write your apology now I was lying, kept you in the dark I was hiding, I was playing a part I made your pain about me That wasn't your fault The truth is, I'm scared Both feet off the ledge Without a safety net It's supposed to hurt It's growing pains Silence Surrounding me Fragments of the person I want to be It all hits harder When you're not around I was lying Kept you in the dark I was hiding I was playing a part You've got your demons But that's not my fault The truth is, I'm scared Both feet off the ledge Without a safety net The truth is, I ran 'Cause everything's changing And I don't know who I am It's supposed to hurt It's growing pains And all my clothes Are scattered on the floor They're memories Of you I can't wear anymore I want to leave But can't walk out the door It's supposed to hurt The truth is, I'm scared Both feet off the ledge Without a safety net The truth is, I'm so scared Both feet off the ledge Without a safety net The truth is, I ran 'Cause everything's changing And I don't know who I am It's supposed to hurt It's growing pains