Up To You

I keep saying that I don't like you Because wouldn't that be nice if that were true? I should probably just walk away But something in me, I don't know what makes me want to stay But you're not my type There's not much that I like I don't know how you carry your head on those shoulders You're not a catch We barely match But my mind keeps wandering back to if you'll hold her? 'Cause all your words have a consequence Think it's fine because you're confident You're pushing me, pulling me too What do I want? That's up to you My mind doesn't work like this I can't get attached then boom that's it You're pushing me, pulling me too What do I want? That's up to you I could list more than a thousand better versions But I don't want you to change I'm a very complex person I wish my mind never went down that road Because all I do is think about if you're on your own But you're not my type There's not much that I like I don't know how you carry your head on those shoulders You're not a catch We barely match But my mind keeps wandering back to if you'll hold her? 'Cause all your words have a consequence Think it's fine because you're confident You're pushing me, pulling me too What do I want? that's up to you My mind doesn't work like this I can't get attached then boom that's it You're pushing me, pulling me too What do I want? that's up to you I just wish I could let you leave my life You could let me breathe out like it's the first time I wish I'd let you get on with your day Your week, your month, your year, but I'm standing in your way But you're not my type There's not much that I like I don't know how you carry your head on those shoulders You're not a catch We barely match But my mind keeps wandering back to if you'll hold her? 'Cause all your words have a consequence Think it's fine because you're confident You're pushing me, pulling me too What do I want? That's up to you My mind doesn't work like this I can't get attached then boom that's it You're pushing me, pulling me too What do I want? that's up to you